tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post5556741972461130067..comments2023-10-28T03:39:09.330-05:00Comments on Wanting What I Have...: My Heart...It's NastyWanting What I Havehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05711989381690050970noreply@blogger.comBlogger23125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-70510296461182291592012-11-12T14:08:49.829-06:002012-11-12T14:08:49.829-06:00To install a game on your computer is fairy simple...To install a game on your computer is fairy simple, just plug the CD or DVD in their drive and follow the instructions on the screen PC games > Racing games > General > Nitro Fast Lane Wild Fire Monster Truck is undoubtedly an excellent choice for anyone with a small boy 4 Wheel Madness Monster Truck Games YouTube All drivers are required to use fire suits, helmets and head and neck restraints, and the windscreens are made of plastics that are shatter proof and protect the driver from track debrisSterbahttp://willtaeslrdiary.wordpress.com/2012/09/11/suffer-from-back-pain-heres-some-great-advice-448852noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-85121649628182768962012-11-01T01:02:05.045-05:002012-11-01T01:02:05.045-05:00Your heart is beautiful! I am so glad you can be h...Your heart is beautiful! I am so glad you can be honest not just on your blog but with the Lord. He already knows our struggles and He loves us just the way we are. Praying for you sweet, never, met you in real life, blog friend!! From your sister in Christ, I will continue to pray for you, especially on Saturday.Shanehttp://www.uniquehoodiareviews.net/unique-hoodia/uniquehoodia-gordonii-weight-loss-results/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-54806182182903189482012-06-30T09:14:52.814-05:002012-06-30T09:14:52.814-05:00Jenn,
I came across your blog from the Cote de Te...Jenn,<br /><br />I came across your blog from the Cote de Texas post and began reading along. When I came to this post and read on I was instantly in tears. I needed to read this and amazingly He led me to it. We have been struggling with a very similar situation for the past several months and I have had all of the very same feelings and thoughts. I do not know when we will feel "better" or "healed" but reading your story was truly a blessing to me as the past week has been a struggle for me in every way. I needed some sort of guidance and I hate to say my questioning of "why us" and "don't we deserve this" has been overwhelming. Your transparency in your sharing has done so much to help me just in this day. I want to say thank you! My heart aches for you as well and I hope that June is the last of your hurting and your heart will be filled with love and joy from now on.<br /><br />Thank you again for sharing and I will be praying for you, your family and your healing.<br /><br />AndreaAndreahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11682954390276840583noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-360867888469497222012-06-29T19:47:19.582-05:002012-06-29T19:47:19.582-05:00I prayed for you and your family for healing and p...I prayed for you and your family for healing and peace. He is so faithful!<br />Love and hugs,<br />Laurie' mAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-35105650518281666032012-06-21T16:15:18.253-05:002012-06-21T16:15:18.253-05:00Once again, thank you for your transparent honesty...Once again, thank you for your transparent honesty. I imagine you are speaking to the hearts of more people than you know.<br /><br />Love and hugs to you. You are a good mama.Annahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04944020026020948429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-40207117211366342652012-06-17T13:13:53.639-05:002012-06-17T13:13:53.639-05:00Jenn, I enjoyed your kids last week! Been praying ...Jenn, I enjoyed your kids last week! Been praying for you, knowing it would be tough. It will get better. <br />becky givensBecky Givenshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16540052652351702079noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-1802049378730374342012-06-16T14:49:28.644-05:002012-06-16T14:49:28.644-05:00Grief...to me, from the outside, you are handling ...Grief...to me, from the outside, you are handling it in the most beautiful, honest, and wonderful way. I have felt every word you have described...the feeling of we deserve it. The feeling of "it's not fair" seeing others living in disobedience get what I want. It is painful. We are so in need of our Jesus, aren't we? <br />And He is indeed refining you. He is not shaking His head, but saying "come my child. only I can heal your womb and your heart."<br />I believe you are going to see an amazing ending to this journey. I believe it is going to be so special that God is ok with being understood. And it is ok for us to hurt and not understand. <br />I still believe He will place the most perfect and wonderful blessing at that empty chair in your dining room. I'm still praying for it. And I know He listens. So, when you are having a hard day, just remember that your sisters in Christ are still praying for you.Sarahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10870727586415760333noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-9991839255913938422012-06-15T17:18:31.913-05:002012-06-15T17:18:31.913-05:00no words, only hopes and prayers for survival, str...no words, only hopes and prayers for survival, strength, and love.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03136668333818324687noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-976025246490304542012-06-15T12:17:43.256-05:002012-06-15T12:17:43.256-05:00I remember clinging to his promise to comfort thos...I remember clinging to his promise to comfort those who mourn. In that promise I knew there would soon be relief and healing. Praying it comes quickly. Beauty from ashes.Reneehttp://www.goodbaduglyandall.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-30500431948466682162012-06-15T10:23:25.943-05:002012-06-15T10:23:25.943-05:00Oh, Jenn! Praying for you and T and y'all'...Oh, Jenn! Praying for you and T and y'all's precious family! Your transparency speaks volumes. Thank you for sharing. Y'all are on my mind and heart often. <br />Jennifer Hart WendorfAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-18747056116321613672012-06-14T19:46:32.997-05:002012-06-14T19:46:32.997-05:00Your heart is beautiful! I am so glad you can be h...Your heart is beautiful! I am so glad you can be honest not just on your blog but with the Lord. He already knows our struggles and He loves us just the way we are. Praying for you sweet, never, met you in real life, blog friend!! From your sister in Christ, I will continue to pray for you, especially on Saturday.mirandahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17377768743969571546noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-33082089640976276342012-06-14T15:59:13.925-05:002012-06-14T15:59:13.925-05:00Thank you for writing this. I am struggling with ...Thank you for writing this. I am struggling with some major life stuff right now- different from yours, but still major life changes- and I desperately needed this. Thank you for sharing your heart, it spoke to mine.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-70865987048752404712012-06-14T13:33:09.609-05:002012-06-14T13:33:09.609-05:00My heart aches for you. Just aches. Praying for ...My heart aches for you. Just aches. Praying for you, friend.kristenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10035229967441651849noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-71661836238074571002012-06-14T13:14:27.072-05:002012-06-14T13:14:27.072-05:00As I was making my bed this morning, a thought of ...As I was making my bed this morning, a thought of you popped into my head. And I realized it was June and this would be a hard month for you. Praying, Jenn.Sarah Barryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16023901303151195275noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-44404375425652057152012-06-14T12:37:15.707-05:002012-06-14T12:37:15.707-05:00Praying for you and your family. It was 8 years y...Praying for you and your family. It was 8 years yesterday when Brad left us to be with Jesus. I couldn't help but think of you and your kindness. Hang in there. You are not nasty! God wants us to surrender our thoughts to him because he does care for us more than we can fathom. Thanks for your honesty. On a positive note...your orchid has two blooms:). Love you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-40404502561945658632012-06-14T10:17:38.832-05:002012-06-14T10:17:38.832-05:00Precious friend. I do wish I could be there with ...Precious friend. I do wish I could be there with you to hug you and cry with you. It seems to me that you have not really had time to process it all...SO MUCH has been going on in your lives. This is a process. I am praying for you...and sending you hugs across the miles. You are loved. And our Heavenly Father is carrying you...HE will not forsake you or leave you EVER! Continue to preach the Gospel to yourself. HE is glorified when you do! <br /><br />So Much Love,<br />Camille XO<br />Isaiah 26:3-4Camillehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07838089502798643241noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-84970186084355158002012-06-14T09:47:05.095-05:002012-06-14T09:47:05.095-05:00Your words are always a blessing for me. So real ...Your words are always a blessing for me. So real and honest. My struggles are different from yours, but your words ring true none the less. I thank you for your openness.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-34186607327649424702012-06-14T08:47:48.365-05:002012-06-14T08:47:48.365-05:00I have been right where you are with the anger, th...I have been right where you are with the anger, the pain, the grief. While there are no words that I can say that will magically make it all better, I can tell you that I am praying for you. I hope soon you are able to get out of your funk and start to enjoy the little things. I know that's so easy for me to say and so hard to imagine right now. <br /><br />Lots of prayers to you. <br /><br />And totally unrelated, but the small glimpses of your home look beautiful. Can't wait to see what you do to it!<br /><br />~christineChristinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-62673985416784279662012-06-14T08:39:35.777-05:002012-06-14T08:39:35.777-05:00Oh girl, there are so many things I want to commen...Oh girl, there are so many things I want to comment on in this post. But a big "hug" is all I can send your way.<br />I'm so thankful that you spill your heart out on here (as nasty as you think it is). You will never know how many people you touch by being transparent. Big hug to you!<br /><br />AmandaAmandahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15517284340677727086noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-32306657457462054472012-06-14T06:48:41.104-05:002012-06-14T06:48:41.104-05:00Praying for you, sweet friend. I really am.Praying for you, sweet friend. I really am.Christian - Modobject@Homehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09687272618188063178noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-61230340855135654892012-06-14T06:07:30.628-05:002012-06-14T06:07:30.628-05:00I absolutely love and agree with both comments abo...I absolutely love and agree with both comments above. And while reading your post, I kept thinking of the children's song, "you are weak but He is strong." You are doing your best and you are remaining faithful. And I know Jesus knows how hard you're trying. xoxoSusannahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06525637050244402378noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-406099791692954432012-06-14T05:42:28.799-05:002012-06-14T05:42:28.799-05:00You are not ungrateful. Or nasty. You have every r...You are not ungrateful. Or nasty. You have every right to be angry or sad. Being angry is part of the grieving process. Please don't be so hard on yourself - you have had a lot of change on top of losing your little one. What you have been through really is a lot to bear so please be kind to yourself. I think it would be the hardest thing in the world to lose a little one so cut yourself some slack. You are a wonderful person and a wonderful mother and a wonderful wife. I am really hoping that one day soon you'll have a precious newborn in your arms again. Not to replace your precious angel baby as this little one is irreplaceable as all babies are. I am praying for you to breathe in the smell of a darling newborn and for that 6th chair at the family dinner table to be filled. I really would like to say something of use but all I can say is that I will pray for you and send you love. Your heart is not nasty, it is hurting so please be kind and gentle to yourself my dear. <br />With much love and prayers for you and your sweet family. I will say a special prayer for you and your darling angel on Saturday xxxxxxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627823383430900025.post-35462088179243364062012-06-14T00:52:49.172-05:002012-06-14T00:52:49.172-05:00My heart truly goes out to you. I've had like...My heart truly goes out to you. I've had like three different long comments typed, but deleted them all. Because I remember people encouraging me with empty words and sentiments. I could go the rest of my life without hearing the words "God Would Never Give You More Than You Can Handle." I know the Word, and I know His plan is perfect, and I know He loves me. And from what I can read, I see you know the same. But knowing those truths doesn't remedy pain and grief. It doesn't make you jump for pure joy when your best friend calls you with her positive pregnancy test. But I can remind you that these dark days do not last forever. Joy is still there, just a little overshadowed right now. And that's okay. And even once the dark days are completely be over, you'll still have some "gray sky" moments and that's okay too. I'll be sending lots of prayers for you and your family. Take Care<br /><br />AngelThe Mustard Seedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14103251317872770464noreply@blogger.com